{"id":1244,"date":"2015-01-13T21:49:29","date_gmt":"2015-01-14T05:49:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sacollins.com\/blog\/?p=1244"},"modified":"2015-01-13T21:50:56","modified_gmt":"2015-01-14T05:50:56","slug":"jesuischarlie","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sacollins.com\/blog-wp\/?p=1244","title":{"rendered":"#JeSuisCharlie"},"content":{"rendered":"<h1 style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #ff9900;\">#JeSuisCharlie<\/span><\/h1>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_1245\" style=\"width: 510px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/biz141.inmotionhosting.com\/~akweko6\/sacollins.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/sac_jesuischarlie.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-1245\" data-attachment-id=\"1245\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/www.sacollins.com\/blog-wp\/?attachment_id=1245\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.sacollins.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/sac_jesuischarlie.jpg?fit=500%2C243&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"500,243\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"sac_jesuischarlie\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"&lt;p&gt;#jesuischarlie &amp;#8211; &amp;#8217;nuff said&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.sacollins.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/sac_jesuischarlie.jpg?fit=400%2C194&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"wp-image-1245 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/biz141.inmotionhosting.com\/~akweko6\/sacollins.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/sac_jesuischarlie.jpg?resize=400%2C194\" alt=\"#jesuischarlie - 'nuff said\" width=\"400\" height=\"194\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.sacollins.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/sac_jesuischarlie.jpg?w=500&amp;ssl=1 500w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.sacollins.com\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/01\/sac_jesuischarlie.jpg?resize=300%2C146&amp;ssl=1 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-1245\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">#jesuischarlie &#8211; &#8217;nuff said<\/p><\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>On the eve of Charlie Hebdo&#8217;s monumental 3 million copy release to the world, I find I am still saddened by the loss. As a writer, I can&#8217;t help but be moved by tremendous artists and writers being cut down when they clearly had so much more to give us.<\/p>\n<p>I hate that we live in a world of gotcha&#8217;s and haters who just spew hate without an ounce of responsibility for what damage they cause in their blind rant. We&#8217;ve lost our ability it seems to have civil and reasoned discourse. That is a painful thing to realize. Words matter, the manner in which we use them matter. While I&#8217;ve been nothing short of a proponent for technology and the ease it has provided in bringing people closer, I can&#8217;t help but acknowledge how much it&#8217;s also driven us apart.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know if it is a good or bad thing. I suppose as with anything, it matters in how it is used.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;d like to say the events of that horrible Tuesday haven&#8217;t affected my work, but it has. However small it might be, I write differently now. They are the same stories, the same sorts of characters, the same gay men&#8217;s lives I choose to write about. Only now, the stroke is more purposeful. The intent a bit more sharp. Why? Because I won&#8217;t be silenced, I won&#8217;t have our stories set aside because we may be in the minority.<\/p>\n<p>So I press on. And in a very real way, I can&#8217;t wait to see how my work will grow from this shocking set of events. How it will color my perceptions as an author and as a human being in this world. I try to hold onto the light. I try to let it shine. In a world of ever closing darkness, I can only hope my works will reflect that ember of hope I want for my characters and my readers.<\/p>\n<p>My men must shine &#8211; with all their faults, their strengths, their foibles. I want to show it all.<\/p>\n<p>#rip #jesuischarlie #freedom #liberty #hope<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>#JeSuisCharlie &nbsp; &nbsp; On the eve of Charlie Hebdo&#8217;s monumental 3 million copy release to the world, I find I am still saddened by the loss. As a writer, I can&#8217;t help but be moved by tremendous artists and writers being cut down when they clearly had so much more to give us. I hate [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[377,125,48,216,234,43,7,32,169,396,145,18],"tags":[420,566,567,570,568,573,572,163,569,571,728],"class_list":["post-1244","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-authors-voices","category-epic-failures","category-giving-back","category-journey","category-language","category-life-inserts-itself","category-my-what-the-fuck-on-the-media","category-pathos","category-social-issues","category-the-craft","category-words-have-power","category-writing","tag-censorship","tag-charlie-hebdo","tag-fear","tag-horror","tag-life-events","tag-martyrdom","tag-religious-dogma","tag-storytelling","tag-tragedy","tag-unspeakable-evil","tag-writing"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p75tPU-k4","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":1866,"url":"https:\/\/www.sacollins.com\/blog-wp\/?p=1866","url_meta":{"origin":1244,"position":0},"title":"Embracing Equality Means &#8230;","author":"S A Collins","date":"February 13, 2016","format":false,"excerpt":"Embracing Equality Means ... \u00a0 \u00a0 Something has changed. 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